Long time no see

Hey you all,

The last time that I wrote on this blog, was maybe 2 or months ago. I wanted to write, but there was just nothing to write about. There still isn't. Well, I could write about all the things that are going on in my life, or about why I hate myself on this moment or something different that isn't that happy. BUT I don't really want to bother you with something like that.

So here I am again, writing about nothing, wondering why everything that I want to do goes wrong.
Asking myself some hard questions and being very annoying. The last few days I have been very mad. A small thing could make me scream and ruin everything.

Last night as I sat next to my boyfriend who was asleep, I figured out that I have to change something. I do not know how I am going to do this, but I will. Maybe I'm going to the park tomorrow and I'll invite him, we make some photos and laugh about the stupid mistakes of the other people in the park. Maybe that will be my tomorrow, maybe it wont.

But for now I say goodbye

-xxx- Hailey