I think I'm in love.. hihi

Okay I'm not gonna talk and blablabla about nothing I'm just getting to my point: I think I'm in love. Yes, I'm not kidding. I had doubts.. a lot. About him, about me, about the two of us together. And this morning when I woke up, I knew it. I just new..

He was in my dream. He was just like he is in real life. And I just new.

In 3 weeks he will be home, back from the other side of the world (okaay he's only 2000km away)

I'm the she!

Love,
Haileeeey

Summer Workout!

Only 3 weeks left of my summer holidays! after that i have to go to school again.. A new class with about ehm maybe 80 students i don't know..! So i feel like i have to be confident about myself and feel healthy. I'm going to exercise more and eat really healthy! 3 meals a day and 3 snacks (2x fruits 1x something else), but i think i nead some inspiration and that's what this post is going to be about!

Starting with this one!

I'm going to do this the next month, I'm gonna make a thing with this text for the next 30 days.

When school starts I will be HEALTHY and HAPPY!

I like to go outside and run. But it's very hard when it's this hot.. So I will do this when Autumn starts! 

I totaly agree with this picture/text, you have to work to gain it. 

So go and excercices! And don't forget to drink something after it!

New look!

This Saturday I go to the hairdresser and I want a new look! So this will be the things I like at the moment.

I like the color and the shape (I think that's how it's called /:  )

I like this one too! It's more wavy and I like the pony (That how it's called in Dutch).

Okay, I'm to tired to make this post... So by tomorow I'll finish it.

Xxx Hailey

ATA ~ Ask the admin (not saying I'm an admin xd)

A few days/a week ago I asked a friend to make some questions. I had no inspiration to write something so I just did this. Hihi hope you'll enjoy it!

1. Who are you?
   You will now me better if you keep reading my blog ;p
2. What are your hobby's?
   I like long boarding, making music and laugh until my tummy hurts ^^
3. who is your second best friend?
   I don't know.. I think I have 3 best friends and some really good friends..
4. What would you do if you had all the salt of the world?
   What the jdfk
5. How do you see the end of the world?
   Euhm.. DARK!
6. What is your favorite ice cream?
   White chocolate <3
7. If you could, would you change schools?
   No, cause I have some lovely friends on this school and I don't want to leave them behind.
8. Do you sleep with the curtains closed?
   Yes. Yes, I do.
9. Did you ever fall in love with two persons at a time?
   No.
10. Making homework, big disaster?
    Not when the subject is Art!
11. Do you like reading?
    When I finally have time to read, then I like it!
12. Would you be ashamed when the boy you like walked in your room and you're not totally dressed?
    Not ashamed, just a bit shocked..
13. Why is grass green?
    Cause I like it like that.

Xx Hailey

Tom again, but just a little bit. More life this time.

Today I went to the zoo, just like I said. But I will talk about that later! Right now I'm gonna write about Tom (wooow original, it's not like the biggest part of my posts are about him or something like that xd)...

These last few days I had a lot of time to think about everything. Over think everything you might say. I've been thinking about my future and about what I want to do in my life. My head continues saying that I need someone to talk to, but something in me doesn't agree..

My future shouldn't be usual, I want to travel just like almost everyone around me. I think they aren't going to travel and I want to travel so I will travel! But how do I get the money I need to travel..? If I had a blog with a lot of viewers everyday I could get some money by blogging about my live and the places I visit. An other thing I could do is marry someone who is rich, but that's more a wish kind of thing than a possible reality.

Tom has hurt me a lot, but every time I tried to forgive him and every stupid little word he said. And I still try to get back to how it was, but now I now that that isn't possible. I hate to say it but I need that one guy who's there for me when life gets hard, hugs me and says: "you'll be alright", gives me this cute little kisses on my forehead. That's what I need right now. Nothing more, nothing less. 

And I found this guy and I really like him, but as soon as he shows that he likes me, I push him away. By ignoring him or say something that hurts his feelings. I just get scared I think, it's not the boy, it's me.

Probably you already figured out that this last part is about Daniel, so now I don't have to tell you guys what my problem is right now.

I can't write him a little letter with what's on my mind. Maybe it will work, probably not..

For now goodnight and sleep well,

Xx hailey

Book order

Today I had to order my books for school, just like last year I had to buy a Binas (a book with a lot of information in it).. It is such a pity that I had to buy a new one, cause that's €35,- and I don't have money.


Sometimes I don't like school but than I figure out that I have to go and that my friends are there and stuff like that..

Okay I've got no inspiration anymore.. But yeah... I've talked to Daniel today and we talked about our kind off date thing xd. Ohw and i went to a birthday party thing from a really good friend! We went out and long-boarded! It was the first time she did it but she really liked it after the scaryness ( is that a word?) was gone. We had fun!

Well ehm that was about it, I don't have stuff to talk about anymore.

Goodnight,

Xxx Hailey

Tom & Me-- update + Someone else

Hey hellow theerrreee,

Right now I'm pretty happy, today we had a sports-day and it was funny. I really enjoyed myself haha.
Everything goes well, but I never talk to Tom. I think it's kind off sad, but what can I do.. Every time I try to 'really' talk to him, he has no time or has to 'help' a friend of mine. I don't blame that friend, but maybe I still miss talking to him. Or to be more precise, talk to someone I think I'm able to trust..

the part above was written about an month ago by me but i totally forget about it.

12 July 00:17

Right now I'm doing well if you ask me, I just got back from France and absolutely love my tan! I spoke a few words with Tom but not that much. At this moment he is not important anymore. If got some new friends with who I can laugh and do stupid random things. And there is this boy, Daniel (not his real name), I kinda like him. He's funny and he plays the piano. Next week (if everything goes alright) we have a date it think.. I'm not sure if I can call it a date... But we're going to the Zoo and I love animals hihi so i think that's a good date-idea ^^

The things I look for in a boy:
- he has to be there for me
- likes me for who I am
- can make me laugh even if I don't want to
- doesn't make me more insecure than I already am.

I can't think of more right now..

I wonder what he thinks about me.. but I'm sure he does think something :p

Xxx Haileah

Ps. I totally love this dress >>>