New layout!

Hey Guys!
The most of you sure already have noticed that the layout has changed, I like it do you too?
It makes me smile, the little kitty in the upper right corner. It has an calm look (if that's how you call it in English..)

I'm sorry this is the second time in a short period that I post a short blog update.. But i't just that I don't have a lot to tell you right-now..

love,
Haileyy

Imagine

Imagine that everyday when you wake up you feel alone, that when you look around yourself you see a room -your room- but that it doesn't feel like yours. That you look out of your window and you see the sun rising, it is supposed to be a beautiful day, but that you can't enjoy the feeling of the sun shining.

Imagine that when you feel alone, people say "Why? We are here for you, aren't we?" but then you remember that you can't tell them the truth. You can't tell them why you feel the way you do 'cause it will hurt them a lot.

Imagine that you really want to talk to them and tell them everything that's on you mind, but you just can't.

Imagine me, the 'happy'  girl, wondering why she is still alive, thinking everyday and night "Why do I keep going on? Why do I do this to myself?" but she doesn't know the answer. She just goes on.

-Hailey-

URL Change

My URL has been changed, maybe you wanna know why, well it's because I thought it was to long.. Wow such a good reason xd

I've got nothing to say so I'm just writhing this little post..

Xx Hailey

Good grades and other great stuff!

Today I have a reason to be happy, I've got an A+ for a subject that I'm not very good at! And in about 1,5 month I will no longer have my braces! Yeay!
My kind of boyfriend is being so nice to me and Wednesday we're going to eat something and then watch a movie! Of course it will be a horror movie haha, I like horror movies only when I am with someone. When i get scarred i want to be able to get really close to someone so I am no longer scared ^^

Sorry for the crappy grammar and sentences. Me being so tired..

Love,
Hailey Martin

What I like about autumn

The days are starting to get shorter and the weather is changing. In a few weeks, maybe a little bit more than a month, the autumn starts. Everybody loves the summer and some people even get a bit depressed from the rain and falling leafs. You shouldn't think about it like that. Think of all the beautiful things in live, things that are even more special in the autumn. Things that make you smile without realizing it.

Tomorow the weather will not be that nice. On the news they said that it would be raining a lot and that it will be cold. Although I'm going to the city with the guy I like. There is a chance I have to walk trough the rain because the bridges to the North are closed for traffic. But I will go there and I will have fun. When we see each other there will be a hug, maybe even a little kiss (not sure about that hihi).

What I like about autumn and winter:

• The leafs are changing color and after a while they fall of, you are able to make very beautiful pictures of that!
• It is cold outside which is an excuse to sit close to your crush/boyfriend. 
• Cuddling with him ("I'm cold.." - "Ahw come here") 
• Watching movies with friends all night, of course with hot chocolate! 
• Have a snow fight!
• The sound of rain
• Candels 
• Dancing in the rain!

I can thing of a lot of other things to do, but i have to go now. If you know a thing I can do on a date with Him, tell me! I'm a bit in need of inspiration..

Xx Hailey